It may have come to your attention that I haven’t posted
anything since November 4, more than two weeks ago. Even for me, this is quite
a gap.
For the past six years, I’ve played Eve pretty regularly,
logging in usually a little bit every day. In that time, nearly everything has
changed in my life. I have a lot more real-life concerns that need my
attention, and put bluntly, I was mortgaging myself my giving up sleep to
maintain the same level of engagement with the game. Most nights, I’d be looking
at 6.5 hours of sleep if I was lucky. That was a choice.
But, I can’t really justify that choice anymore. While a
component relates to the game itself, the bigger part is the realization that
this pace doesn’t really suit what I want and what really matters.